One idea can change the world, we can't stop searching for it!

Well, i've been on the job hunt for, going on 5 years now. All it seems I can find are low paying, absolutely menial customer service jobs. While I trudge along at these jobs for something to do (and for a needed paycheck), I can't help but realize how meaningless the job is to me. I know some people who can find meaning in everything they do, I used to be one of them! But it's tough now, I can barely motivate myself to apply to any more jobs. I keep thinking that maybe my interview skills suck, or maybe I don't have the connections I need. But I still haven't given up hope. I've been trying to get myself to start writing again and planning for the future. Unfortunately that's all I think about anymore... I haven't been present in months!